I have been in shock for the past 20 hours. I found out the news last night. The moment I got home from studying was the moment you passed away..
I felt horrible for the past 2 days. I didn’t know you were in the hospital until Friday night when mom told me. You were in the hospital for the whole week and I was at school until 2 am everyday studying. No one told me you were in the hospital. Mom would visit you every day from 6-9pm, but I didn’t know anything about it because I was still at school studying for an exam. I really hope you can forgive me, wai po.
I went to see you Saturday. You were in the ICU and unconscious. We weren’t allowed to stay long and I saw you breathing, but you also looked like you were in so much pain..
I remember last summer when you were in the hospital for the whole summer. I remember visiting you everyday with mom. I remember just being next to you and I remember you thanking me for always coming, but I told you it was not a problem because you were my grandma and that I would always be there for you. And I remember you told me you were proud of me because I wanted to be a cardiologist and that you were going to watch me go off to medical school..
I miss you so much grandma. I miss you so much. I wasn’t able to concentrate at school today. All I thought about was you.
I remember you raised me for the first 10 years of my life. You waited with me when the bus came and picked me up for school. You were always outside waiting for me when I came home from school. And I remember you would always cook me food as I watched Pokemon everyday after school. You took care of me and I really appreciate it so much.
I really wish I spent more time with you, but I have been really busy with school. I am hurt right now, but at the same time, I am relieved that you are not in pain anymore.. We all miss you so much.RIP grandma. I miss and love you so much, grandma. Thank you for always believing in me.